Where does the time go?
Damn, i remeber being a freshman in high school the other day, and now im 14 school days away from being out of high school. Its so unreal.
I dont feel like im gonna be done, and i dont feel like going through more school.. but its somthing i gotta do : )
so anyways i have realized that i love my senior year, this year has honestly been pretty fucking amzing if i do say so myself. I thoguht it would suck cause mike, maria, kim, matt and others left the high schol and went away to college or moved.
But honsetly this year was fineee without them.
Dont get me wrong i love them and missed them, although i got to see my lovah kim a lot still so thats why it was good for seeing her.
but i had huge doubts that this year would suck, even after emma and i decided not to be friends.
But i was wrong.
I have learned so much about everything this year.
I have learned things about myself, people, things, actions, feelings, moods.
Im very very content with my life.
I have stoped talking to a number of people, people that i used to talk to and say were friends i dont bother with anymore. Hell even a band i used to love has turned into what everyone knew it would. and that fucking sucks but hey whatever such is life.
In the past month i have made of of the best friends i think i'll ever have. He's is honestly like my best friend, sucks now cause its getting taken away.
everything everyone does will have a concequence and sometimes its effects other more then they willl thinkkkk.
But Yeah : )
im a little bit nervous about graduating, but so excited to get the fuck out of that schoool.
well if you read all that i love you, cause i was just thinking about school almost being over and this year, and how much i;ve grown and what not. ♥